Category Archives: Negative Thoughts

Side Notes: NEDAwareness Week 2014

Side Notes: National Eating Disorders Awareness Week 2014 It’s no mystery to anyone who reads this blog that I had an eating disorder. Ten very long years of my life were wasted and tortured through the recovery of anorexia, emotional eating, … Continue reading

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A Few Things, Mostly Running and Side Note (Kind of…)

I say this time and time again, that I keep falling off the face of the blog earth and just…let you sit and wait. I can promise you, nothing too exciting is going on. It’s like I’ve finally fallen into … Continue reading

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Side Notes: Mirrors

Side Notes: Mirrors This is the third post I have done on this subject. The other two can be found here, and here. In the first one I talk about my obsession to look thin. In the second I talk … Continue reading

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My Day Vs. Food

I’ve had a few people ask me since I had my “Ah-ha” moment a few months ago to post a day of food…and talk about eating intuitively. It has been an interesting road for sure, going from worrying about my … Continue reading

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With Irregularity

What a whirlwind of two weeks it’s been since I updated! Things have been crazy busy and with work, Ragnar training and spending time with Whit! Work has been crazy busy and hard. I’ve been averaging over 50 hours a … Continue reading

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Side Notes: Having Let Myself Go

Side Notes: Having Let Myself Go I have been avoiding this subject for a while. I have been trying my hardest not to let it get to me, then flat out ignoring it thinking it would go away, but it’s … Continue reading

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In The Way

Life, is what has gotten in the way.  Oh, and work mornings that start with me getting up at 4am.  Not so much fun when you’re out in the blazing heat of the desert.  But that’s beside the point! Things … Continue reading

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For 2012

Well, 2011 sure did go by in a flash didn’t it? I’m very surprised at how fast it all occurred, and all the things I got done!  You can check out my review of the things I wanted to do … Continue reading

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BEAR?!

Don’t worry, I didn’t see one…but I saw it’s evidence.  I’ll spare you a picture of it’s err, presence, but just be forewarned if I come back hollering about a bear one of these days! That’s what happens when you … Continue reading

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