Category Archives: Guilt

Side Notes: NEDAwareness Week 2014

Side Notes: National Eating Disorders Awareness Week 2014 It’s no mystery to anyone who reads this blog that I had an eating disorder. Ten very long years of my life were wasted and tortured through the recovery of anorexia, emotional eating, … Continue reading

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Side Notes: Mirrors

Side Notes: Mirrors This is the third post I have done on this subject. The other two can be found here, and here. In the first one I talk about my obsession to look thin. In the second I talk … Continue reading

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My Day Vs. Food

I’ve had a few people ask me since I had my “Ah-ha” moment a few months ago to post a day of food…and talk about eating intuitively. It has been an interesting road for sure, going from worrying about my … Continue reading

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With Irregularity

What a whirlwind of two weeks it’s been since I updated! Things have been crazy busy and with work, Ragnar training and spending time with Whit! Work has been crazy busy and hard. I’ve been averaging over 50 hours a … Continue reading

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Side Notes: Having Let Myself Go

Side Notes: Having Let Myself Go I have been avoiding this subject for a while. I have been trying my hardest not to let it get to me, then flat out ignoring it thinking it would go away, but it’s … Continue reading

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For 2012

Well, 2011 sure did go by in a flash didn’t it? I’m very surprised at how fast it all occurred, and all the things I got done!  You can check out my review of the things I wanted to do … Continue reading

Posted in 1/2 Marathon, 1/2 Marathon Training, 2012 Goals, Digestive problems, Eating Disorder, Environment, Guilt, Hawaii, Home, Negative Thoughts, Organics, Running, Strength Training, Travel, Whit | 9 Comments

So Many Things!

First off, WINNING!  Who gets some Endangered Species Chocolate?! Haley from Green Plate Dinners!!! Congrats girl! Shoot me an email (trying[dot]to[dot]heal[at]gmail[dot]com) and I’ll send that package off, maybe with an extra something too! Secondly, dudddddddddddddddde…where is my appetite?  I am … Continue reading

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