So, mood has yet to improve from my “manic monday”…because an old flame (the one that broke my heart and inspired all my “lovely” poetry) decided to call me and declare how much he missed me and blah blah blah…basically things my mind/heart did not need to hear.
Little background, this boy really broke my heart…he brought me out from a very bad place i was in a little while back (before I started blogging regularly) and then ripped it all away from me…when he was given an ultimatum to pick his (stupid) friends, or me. Well, we all know who lost: (points finger at self) MOI.
So yeah…was very badly hurt by this and am still very sensitive about it…Let’s put it this way, I moved away to my new place to get away from him (cause we worked in the same area) because it broke my hear to see him all the time…and yet he keeps on calling. [[[sigh]]]
ergo…no real feeling to eat today…kinda forcing myself throughout the day…and add on that my shins are KILLING me from my shin splints…makes me in a more bitter mood.
So here is my day. I’m sorry to vent about this…a little more personal than I’d like to be, but hey…maybe it’ll make him feel guilty if he ever sees it (which he won’t…)
Kashi go lean crunch w/ frozen berries and lf plain yogurt…just like the past few days…
Had a mango for snack.
Had an english muffin w/ some dark chocolate pb and cinnamon raisin pb and cut up my banana into it…then had the peach on a side.
Snack was a brownie z-bar…you know what it looks like.
and mini frozen york peppermint patties…
Lifted a little with my 8lb weights for a nice little arm workout, did some weighted lunges and squats, then an ab workout routine…
Low sodium minestrone (can you see the ice cubes in my soup? LOL…was way too hot!) with rice crisps on the side.
some of my mocha chocolate soy ice cream…
now i’m gonna go do laundry, stretch, ice my shins some more and write some much needed (and frustrating) poetry….